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"They won't know."

Tuesday, July 20, 2010, 9:20 PM

Its been long since I updated no?
Anyway, today~~~~~
WE, THE THREE OF US; Eun Hae, Zhang Yan and I went to watch Blood Pledge.
Oh gawd I swear Cathay Cineplex's sound system is like...
The sounds were so piercing and when there were screams... I could have swore my ears bled.
HAHAH Zhang Yan was busy plugging her ears with her fingers the whole time.
Overall, the movie was ok, not that scary after all HAHA but it was fun :D

2 more days.

You tell me.

Saturday, July 17, 2010, 11:18 PM

Why'd you have to lie, then complain.
I really don't have anymore energy to be angry, I'm just left with emptiness and sadness.
When will you stop it?
Who to trust?
Where to go now?
Do I count on myself now?
I don't wanna be treated like a plaster; use me when your hurt, throw me away when you're healed.
Please be sincere and say things that you only mean.
Trust is the only thing between you and me.
Will we be able to knock that wall down?
I wonder.

We're a Gold band.

Monday, July 12, 2010, 9:37 AM


The past week has really been a tiring one.
I'm glad it's over, I guess :)
Maybe it's not so bad as it seems.
Going down for intensive band practices made me realize that I really care.
Knowing that I wanted to do my very best for NBC made me feel something for being in the band.
Personally, I know if I've played my best that day.
I went home really tired, but I'm glad that people are glad.
As for me, I'll really have to put in my personal best for SIBF and not let anyone down.
Work hard Coleen! Esp. on your tone :P

Okay so much for NBC, Rachel nonsensical is beside me :DDDD
HAHAHAH half more to go :)
Math Test later, seriously lah, MATH.
OMG HE'S QUIZZING US NOW, OK BRB BYE :D

NBC 2010

Wednesday, July 7, 2010, 9:36 PM


Title:
NBC 2010
Body:
Hi band (:
I know band practice these days have been really tiring. You guys are working hard, but I have a feeling that we lack the intensity/ anxiety as a band. I’m sorry, I know sometimes I don’t take sectionals/ practice time very seriously either, like I laugh and play and say stupid stuff. But well. It’s just this sudden realization that NBC is 3 days away. All the hard work that we have put in, all the hours that we spent practicing these 2 songs, so much so majority of us can memorize our scores, and after all that we have put in, it’s time to show it all offffff! :D
I’m sure we all don’t want to freak out on stage on Saturday and let all our efforts go to waste. So please. Be mentally prepared. Be confident. Flow with the music. Watch Mrs. Chua. Have faith. It’s the last lap, my dears. I believe in each and every one of you. Everyone has a part to play in the band. Yes, you may not have a solo, and you might just play the lowest part in the section. So what? You play an equally important role to the band. Please, do realize that band needs a team effort. Please put in your heart and soul and feel the music. Feel the love and passion for band. Only with this bond, with this mutual understanding, can we get that gold.
Help one another, love every band member. Work hard together and don’t be nervous.
“Feel the section member’s and band’s presence beside you when you’re playing, it brings great comfort. And hear each other, because everybody’s playing a part.”
Love,
Your majors
(We love you guys.





I hope we do well :)

Are you having a hard time?

, 12:35 PM

Here's a pretty face you don't see everyday :)
Currently trying to fight off the temptation of sleeping.
Yesterday, I spent my whole night trying to rush through many stuffs that I couldn't complete.
Anyway, classes lately are more than tormenting.
Chinese kills me, literally.
Band for the next few days.
Let's hope I pull through :)
I WANT SUBWAY COOKIES FOR MY BIRTHDAY :)
Nah im kidding.
HAHA I extorted cash from my mom to buy cookies and chocolate bars :D

Oh, get well soon Zhi Xin!

I was counting on forever.

Sunday, July 4, 2010, 6:17 PM


This is for my Zhang Yan lovely :)
Dear bobo, thanks for telling me so many things thank I haven't told myself for a very long time.
I know that no one will appreciate it, but I'm trying real hard, I really am, so thank you for your support, but don't push me okay :)
Thank you to everyone who really helped me, Loo Sin and Zhang Yan, especially these few weeks.
Okay I'll be leaving for my grandma's house soon.

Bring me star-gazing.

Friday, July 2, 2010, 8:22 PM

My ideal partner...
Well, that was for English.
YOU KNOW WHYYYY?
CAUSE SOMEONE WON'T STOP BUGGING ME ABOUT IT.
It has been exactly one year now, and I can't believe that I actually remembered the date that it happened.
No matter how much I try to forget that it ever happened, its just impossible.
I agree that it was my fault as well, but its just too hard to let go.
But when you finally let go of my hand, I knew I had to let go as well. It was for the best, wasn't it?

I might edit this.